Thursday, 31 January 2013
and from the dawn to the dusk;
In my past and the present,
and in every bit of my essence;
Your fragrance I inhale by which
my smile enhance.
In the right and the wrong,
and in the rhymes and the songs;
In the stories and the poetries,
and in my mind and my heartbeat;
Your presence follow me everywhere
like the shadow in the scorching heat.
How can one separate us?
When you have dissolved in me
like the deadly venom.
The more they try the more venom spreads.
The more they try the more venom spreads.
How can one distant us?
When its not our body but
our souls entangled.
The more they separate us,
the more tangled gets our soul's threads.
In every thought that I think
and the air that I breathe.
I feel you within me and also around,
intoxicating and giving me
the immense passion that seethe.
Friday, 9 November 2012
I have always heard that happiness lies in the little things. And yes! I have learnt to enjoy the happiness in little things lately. But, in this meanwhile I have realized that I have even learnt to feel the sadness in little things.
Today morning when I woke up I heard my neighbours cat yelling so badly. I saw she was searching something vigorously everywhere. Initially I did not understand what was the reason. But when my mom told me the reason behind her grief my heart ached. Just 3 weeks back this cat has given birth to a very cute kitten. The baby was very active and naughty and would keep hoping all the day here and there. But, I got to know from my mom that since morning it was missing. It was a terrible moment to look at the mother cat searching her kid so helplessly.
I woke up with such a bad moment today and since than my mindset is very disturbed. Sometimes I feel the people who know us or meet us has an image about us that we are so strong. Our friends, our colleagues, our relatives, our siblings, our parents, nobody, absolutely nobody knows about the battle that we fight within. And all this is because we have mastered ourself in faking it.
"Its just impossible to mask sadness on your face when you are happy but its not difficult to fake a smile when you are dying inside" -Sonia
Thursday, 25 October 2012
Yu he nikle the sair par,
Na jaane chalte chalte ye kaha aa gaye ham.
Sahi raaste ko dhundte dhundte or bhi zaada ulajh gaye ham.
Har chehra anjana sa, har raasta andekha sa,
Is anjaan duniya ko dekh kar darr gaye ham.
Ab to naa aage badne ka hosala hai or na he piche jaane ki himmat,
Ek aise mod pe aake bas tham gaye ham...
Friday, 12 October 2012
I am experiencing an absolute bliss at this moment..
The bare open wide sky with those twinkling stars smiling at me, the naughty cold wind from the wide open windows playing with my untied hair and caressing my face, iPod playing the playlist of my favourite songs. The night journeys are such a bliss. I'm suddenly feeling this world is such a beautiful place to stay.
We are so very blessed to have music, breeze, nights, stars, words, smile, colors, friends, love. What else we need to make our life beautiful when we are blessed with such amazing things.. isn't it?
On the way to Bangalore with mom and aunt. I love this long 10 hours journey even more then reaching the destination.
Tuesday, 11 September 2012
Drenched in the rain of mistakes,
Flowed in the waves of sins,
I try to stand,
Walk to cover the miles on the endless road,
Unaware of where I am heading.
The moment I feel I am on the right path,
The very next moment I am
and tied to the cage of guilt,
From where escaping is just a myth.
Helpless I lie, in one corner of this dark cage,
I die hundred deaths every minute,
Lonely I scream, I yell,
Lonely I cry, I bleed,
None to heal.
I just wait to end this ordeal.
In this day to day life we commit so many sins and mistakes, we go against our ethics just for the temporary happiness, but in this meanwhile we always tend to forget the pain our soul undergoes each time we commit some sin..
Tuesday, 24 July 2012
Today is my birthday and I have turned 1 year old. Confused ehh??? Well, it’s my blogs birthday today and 1 year back on the same day a new me has also taken birth along with my blog. I had not even expected that this blog would become my world in such a short period. I was new to the blogging world and totally unaware of how vast and beautiful this world is. I had started with absolutely nothing and today after 1 year it’s so much I have gained here. In one year I have shared so many things that took place in my life in this blog and it’s all of you my blog friends who read it and became a part of my life. Who has so much time in our so called real world to listen to the things that happen in our life? None.. But blog being a virtual world everyone here are so connected to each other and has time for each other to comment, to suggest and also to pray when one of us is in any kinda difficulty. And I can be sure that we blog friend’s who have never met, know about each other even more then our friends in the real world do. Agree??? J
Now when I look back and remember the day when I had started blogging and had written my first post, I remember I had absolutely no idea what would I be writing here. Even after writing 1st few posts I was still not at all sure about whatever I write in my blog is even worth to be read. So confused and without any confidence one fine day I sent the link of my blog to my best friend Surabhi. And she who is always there to support me in any thing I do, encouraged me by appreciating whatever I had written. I am not such a good writer but the way she appreciates me even the biggest writer of the world must not have got so much of appreciation. :-P. So in this way the journey of my blog started.
In this journey I met so many wonderful people in this little world which make me feel so lucky to have been met you all. And after meeting you now I feel this is the real world and the world which I knew one year back was some alien world. There is so much of peace, love, creativity, encouragement, sweetness, support, good listeners, purity here and absolutely no place for jealousy, ego, hatred or any such kinda useless emotions in our world.
So I feel this is the perfect time and occasion to tell some of you how special you are. So let me start with my first follower and yes there is no particular order okay..
Risha Kalra of I-Topia my first follower. In my initial days of blogging I luckily happened to land on her blog and to my surprise her blog was like a fairy tale world for me that’s because her writing was so mesmerizingly beautiful that I being a newbie had never even thought that such blog also exist. I have read her entire blog in first few days and was awestruck with her talent. I also explored many other talented bloggers through her blog. I left some comment on her blog and she inturn read my posts and also left some sweet comments on them and followed me back. Awww.. it was really a big honor to be read and followed by such an awesome writer. I can never forget you Risha for being so humbleJ
Saru Singhal of Words. Now what should I say about this lady? Words fall short to describe her but still let me attempt. Everyone amongst us knows her here. She is a celebrity in our world of blogging. Our inspiration. Our guide. A lady who is to be adored, admired and respected. So talented yet so down to earth. There is so much to learn from her as a writer and as a human being. Lucky to know you Saru Di J
Mithlash Jha of My Hope. He is poet, a very simple down to earth person who writes simple yet so touchingly beautiful poems. A person who believe in simplicity and frankness. I have only talked to him through G-talk a few times and I must say he is a very good human being who has got a very pure heart. A heart that is away from all the impurities of the world. It’s an honor to know you J
Akshay Kumar G of The EternalFighter, The Ultimate Comeback Kid: Just like the name of his blog he is a real fighter. I have known about him through his blog, fighting so many battles of life all with a smile. He has overcome so many difficulties without any complain and it’s his spirit and posivity which always inspire and also make me realize that there is no problem in the world which cannot be solved. Akshay, your sweet comments on my posts always leave a wide smile on my face. He has also helped me to set the Reply option in the comment section of my blog by giving me necessary instructions. I am Glad to know you a cat lover, Shakira lover, founder of a most popular Indiblogger group on Facebook, a co-founder of IBL Team and A Eternal Comeback KidJ Now stop smiling Akshay and leave a good comment below. ;)
Fida Bosu of Live Laugh Love. If you are depressed or low then just visit Fida’s Blog and I bet it will make you smile and will definitely make you happy. She is so much of positivity, so much of good thoughts and full of life that it feels there is no place for sadness in life when we read her. She is a like happiness pills. With such a positive attitude towards life she has even fought Cancer and have taught me the art of living life. A bird lover, dog lover, cat lover.No, actually she is a life lover. Luckily she has agreed to be my Mom-in-law because I am in love with her boy Celis. Celis is the most handsome Cat of hers. J I am so happy that you are a part of my life Fida.
Ifrah Imam of Izdiher. She is so candid so frank that you will love her the way she is. I usually do not chat online but izi is the only person with whom I chat on Facebook. A girl who is just like me or lets call her as my Soul Sister. She loves Hindi movies and Bollywood songs too. Even she is in search of her Prince Charming like me and I hope we both will find our Mr.Right this year. :-P I can write a big post on her but let me make it simple and sweet. You are the best Izi. I am really really lucky to have you as my friend J
You guys rock my world. And I mean it. Whenever I post something I don't bother if anyone else read it or not but I eagerly wait for you all to read it and leave a comment. I feel my post in complete if you guys doesn’t read it. Completion of one year in this Blog world is just the beginning. There is a big way called life to travel along with you all. And I know this journey of life is going to be a best journey with you. Cheers to our friendshipJ